Chachy Ann
Topic: my poetry
Chasity, my cousin so sweet
Devilishly perfect from her head to her feet
Her hair only seven different shades
Beautifully blended for each days masquerade
She wears what she likes and walks her own mile
Does everything with her own unique style
Puppy dog eyes of the deepest brown
I hate to see them tear when she frowns
A heart made of the purest gold
A soul that can't be borrowed or sold
Will power that could out do all
In the end she'll never falter, never fall
Although naughty and nice, she's clearly heaven bound
She shows the love she has inside without making a sound
She's lived a life of heartache and sorrow
But doesn't let it affect her tomorrow
Has a quick temper and a very headstrong way
I'm proud to get that from her any day
Without someone like her, life wouldn't be complete
Making it through would be an impossible feat
My cousin, soul mate and friend
I know she'll be here until the end
And when to heaven our souls do send
I know we will meet again

What I Want
Topic: my poetry
He was everything I wanted
Before I knew
What I really wanted
He was everything I needed
When I had nothing
But I couldn't see
How good he was to me

I was so blind
I couldn't tell
That everything I've ever wanted
Was standing right in front of me
I let him go
How could I know
I'd be missing his love

Everything he was
Was all I wanted to be
His heart, his soul, his mind
Was more than I could've ever dreamed
I don't know what was wrong
Don't know what I was thinking
He was so good to me

I was so blind
I couldn't tell
That everything I've ever wanted
Was standing right in front of me
I let him go
How could I know
I'd be missing his love

Lies
Topic: my poetry
I don't know what to believe anymore as all my walls come crashing down. Lies and truth come smashing down, blurred together. There is no distinguishing between falsehoods and realities. Love, hate, honor, betrayal. All cause equally immeasurable amounts of pain. What do we do and where do we go to get away from the lies? Can all be well ever again? Can God's honorable truth conquer the hellishly evil lies that everyone around me spread? The tears shatter against the ground as my life seems to matter less and less. I would never bring death to myself, yet often I have wished God would take me by the hand and lead me to a new world. A world where my "friends" lies can hurt me no more. Is it so much to ask when all I ask is what's true? I can not take another lie! My heart has been shattered beyond recognition. Pieces are broken, missing, and scarred. Please someone stop this pain. Make it all go away. Even though end is an option I will still have horrid pain in the afterlife. I will always wonder and never know if you love me, if you care. The truth from you is never told. I wear my heart on my sleeve for all to see and you take advantage of me. Open your heart up to me, tell me how you feel. Just tell me what's real.

Angel Of Mine
Topic: my poetry
I look up at the sky
All I can do is cry
I think of you up there so high
I never want to say good bye

I see you up there in the dark of night
Like an angel ready to take her flight
You loved life and made life worth living
You were so very giving

You would have given your life for me
For that you will always be
Inside my heart
Even though we are so very far apart

I know you are watching over me
I know that you can see
All the pain I feel inside
That I can never seem to hide

You made my life so complete
That was an incredible feat
I never wanted to let go
I loved you so

When the accident happened that night
I knew that it was my fight
I was just playing a game
Now I am in such shame

I should have known
The hesitation should have shown
You were not ready for the ride
I should have felt it inside

I am so blue
But the feeling isn't new
I tried to old on tight
But you had to take that flight

I had to let go
Then the feelings did flow
You wandered into the light
I saw you that night

I had to let go
Yet I screamed out "NO!"
Then you grew wings
I heard the angels sing

You flew away so high
I cried as I said good bye
Now you are watching over me
Up there with God I see

My heart it was broken
When the word "death" was spoken
I never will forget the feeling that you gave me
You were the magic key

I miss you so much
I just want to feel your touch
My soul cries out
But I don't know what it's all about

So loud I shout
I have such doubt
I feel it is my fault you are dead
All of these thoughts swirl around in my head

You were so dear to me
I sometimes wonder how it can be
That you are gone
Until I wake up to the dawn

It was not right
For him and I to fight that night
But it was more my fault than he
But we couldn't see

I look up at the sky
All I can do is cry
I think of you up there so high
I had to say good bye

Burning Desire
Topic: my poetry
If you were mine
I'd make the stars shine forever
I'd do anything for you
Anything you want me to
My life would be complete
If only you were mine
This love inside of me
It's a burning desire (to have you)

It's burning like a fire
I just can't cool down
I need you in my arms
I need you by my side
With me through out the night
Cause it's a burning desire
Burning desire

When you look at me that way
I get the feeling I could live forever
My heart wants to pour out it's feelings
But my head holds it back
Loving you is the only thing I wanna do
Because I'm crazy about you
This love inside of me
It's a burning desire

It's burning like a fire
I just can't cool down
I need you in my arms
I need you by my side
With me through out the night
Cause it's a burning desire
Burning desire

The Wind Blows
Topic: my poetry
I try and tell myself to be strong
But I just can't hold on
I know I'll never be with you
I just wish you'd love me too

The love I have inside
I know I'll never be able to hide
I wish you could only see
What you're doing to me

And the wind blows
Carrying us farther and farther apart
And the clouds show
The grief I feel in my heart
And the rain falls
Drowning out our love
And the sun calls
This is something we can rise above
And the wind blows

Your love is all I need
You are a part of me indeed

Finding Love
Topic: my poetry
Why is it that people who don't even care
Find someone to be theirs
Someone to belong to
Someone who cares
I sit and dream every night of my life
For love
Searching in the dark
Searching for some light
Someone to make me feel alive
And every morning I wake up to the same pain
The everlasting lonlieness
The heartache
No one's there for me

So every day I cry
And every night I pray
For you to be there
When I open my eyes
For you to say
How much you care for me
Who ever you are
Where ever you are
Come to me
Other people have happiness in their life
I see it every day
All I ask is for the same thing



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I think I've finally found it
I cared enough for all this time
To get what I wished for
The love I need
I belong to you
And I know you care
There is no more darkness
You make me feel alive
And every morning I wake up to the same face
The one that filled my lonely heart with happiness
The one that is there for me to kill my heartache

So every day I smile
And every night I sleep safely in your arms
And in the morning when I open my eyes
You are there
Showing me how much you care
We have the happiness I always dreamed of
I guess my prayers have been answered
I can sleep with a smile in my heart
And awake with one on my face
Thank God for you

For Some Reason
Topic: my poetry
For some reason, you are the one I want
The one I long to have by my side
I don't understand it, I can't imagine
That you are the one for me

Life never seemed so easy as when you're by my side
You make me laugh, you make me cry
You bring out the best and worst in me
No one has ever made me feel this way

Love is for the good times and the bad times
Love gets you through anything and everything
And that's what I see in you
You help me through the bad and you're with me through the good

You always know how to make me smile
Even if I'm mad at you
You fill my heart with love and joy
That's what I truly love about you

Forever And Ever
Topic: my poetry
Life goes on, but
You and I freeze in this moment forever
We make our vows and seal the pact
I'll never stop loving you, NEVER

Forever and ever that's what you say
But tell me right now is that what you mean
Forever and ever that's what I pray
Just let me know how it's really gonna be

As we lay in the dark, side by side
I can't help but think how much I love you
I'll never walk away from your love
Never, ever let you go

Promises
Topic: my poetry
I'm so tired that I can't sleep
So many promises I couldn't keep
Promises to myself and lies from you
Oh tell me now what can I do
I promised myself I wouldn't cry
And I wouldn't even ask you why
But I need to know in my heart
When did we fall apart

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You broke my heart you made me cry
Now all I can say is why
You said you loved me then ran away
Why couldn't our love stay

To myself I've broken every promise I've made
I fell for every one of your well played charades
Yet, I've meant everything I've said to you
To you, all my promises were true
Even if you don't love me anymore
I love you every day, more and more
But I need you tell me
I need you to see

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